Contents
Part I. The Undertaker’s Daughter
I am not afraid to be memoir
Burial sites
The undertaker’s daughter
Sunday afternoons at Claire Carlyle’s
For my unnamed brother (1943–1943)
Dolls
Part II. A Memory of the Future
I see my father after his death
My dad & sardines
On a picture of the Buddhist monk Pema Chödrön
On the revolution of the Jersey cows
The new pet
The Telly Cycle
For Telly the fish
Special ears
Another poem of a small grieving for my fish Telly
On the reasons I loved Telly the fish
Because I was good to Telly in his life,
An apology to Telly the revolutionary
When the goddess makes love to me,
Untitled
The night I stopped singing like Billie Holiday
When I touched her
The iris and chicken fat
Lighting the tulips
Gershwin
A little prayer to Our Lady
To a cruel lover
Cherry blossoms
How Craig Foster enabled me to write the poems I’m writing now & gave me this voice
Part III. The Undertaking
The exigencies of form
The undertaking
Acknowledgments