Cover page
Title page
Copyright page
Dedication
Contents
Foreword
Author’s Note
Prologue
1. Early Memories of Phnom Penh
2. Our Household
3. Those Darling Days I Left Behind
4. Our Home and Garden
5. My Father, Lim Seng Chea
6. My Mother, Ong So Leung
7. Grandmother Tan (A-ma)
8. Grandfather Lim (A-gong)
9. Sa Hea and Yi Jea
10. LuLu and Other Pets
11. Food: A Tribute
12. The Year Our Lives Changed Forever
13. Journey to Prek Touch, A-ma’s Ancestral Village
14. Arriving at Prek Touch
15. The Long Journey to Battambang
16. Waiting for a Train
17. The Forgotten People
18. Fields and Crickets
19. Was It Suicide?
20. Dua Jea Injures Herself
21. Northwest Settlement - Goodbye Yi Hea
22. The Year Zero
23. Forced Segregated Labour Camps
24. Appointments with Death
25. They Hurt My Mother
26. I’ll Be With You Soon, Papa
27. The Night of the Thunderstorm
28. Yi Jea Visits for the Last Time
29. Mother’s Diamond Ring
30. Sa Hea Survives Torture
31. Mushrooms
32. See You Soon, Mother
33. I’ll See You Again, Sa Hea
34. Ambush!
Part Three: The Long Journey to Freedom
35. Exodus
36. Poipet, Finding “Aboe”
37. Smuggled to Thailand (Smuggler Group 1 - Camp A)
38. Surviving the Dângrêk Mountains
39. Return to Phnom Penh
40. Smuggled to Khao-I-Dang (Smuggler Group 2 - Camp B)
41. Smugglers’ Shootout (Smuggler Group 3 - Camp C)
42. Dentists Come to Camp (Camp D)
43. The Immigration Detention Centre in Bangkok (Camp E)
44. The Day Our Names Were Called
Epilogue
Last Words
Why I Wrote This Book - A Message for My Children
In Memoriam
Acknowledgements
On Food
Glossary
Index