Contents
I. Good Morning Heartache
It’s not the Holy Spirit
The Flock
Revolution
The Red-Shouldered Hawk, the Raven
When there’s no money left—
Good Morning Heartache
Showtime at the Ministry of Lost Causes
Colossal Failure of Human Design, We Celebrate the 100th Anniversary of Your Death
Ode to October
II. At the Reunion of Lost Memories
Tampons: A Memoir
Conception Myth
On Air Guitar, Lip Gloss, and Flat Irons
At the Reunion of Lost Memories
When she finally lost the weight
Ode to Pink Floyd
Breaking the Broken Things
III. The Heart Has Four Chambers
The Heart Has Four Chambers
A Thousand Words for Goodbye
Love Song for the Drag Queen at Little Orphan Andy’s
Fever Dream
Last Call
Coming Home
Prayer for Beginning
To the First Person Who Ate an Artichoke
The Gospel According to Sky
IV. That I Could Keep You Like This
Still Life, Ocean Beach
In the Ocean Some Survive by Drowning
The locked box insists
Some Days Are Skin as Tinfoil
What You Were Doing Up There
That I Could Keep You like This
A Million Silver Minnows
Halfway Up Devil Mountain
V. The Acrobats of Pittsburgh
The Acrobats of Pittsburgh
Notes to Myself on the Morning after His Birth
Diagnosis
Don’t
Vocabulary
Get Ready
The Problem Is
How to Swim Naked in a Night Lake
How to Slice Bananas
His Currency
Melodrama of the Suburban Kindergartener
Instinct
The Words Are
Lake Dharma
Notes
Acknowledgments