Cover Page
Title Page
Contents
Acknowledgments
Part I
Following My Bliss: Toquerville, UT 2005
Childhood: St. Louis, MO 1972–1990
Coming of Age: St. Louis, MO 1972–1990
Silent Voices: St. Louis, MO 1980
Self-Expression: St. Louis, MO 1980
Creation: St. Louis, MO 1985
Part II
Moving West: Provo, UT 1990
Doula Training: Edwardsville, IL 1999
Gravity: St. Louis, MO 1997
Part III
Toquerville: Toquerville, UT 2001
My Own Practice: Toquerville, UT 2002
Religiosity: Toquerville, UT 2001
Part IV
Apprenticeship: St. George, UT 2001
Navigating Polygamy: St. George, UT 2006
Spain: Colorado City, UT 2003
A Different Culture: Colorado City, UT 2005
A Notorious Father: St. George, UT 2006
Fundamentalism: Edwardsville, IL 1997
Part V
Honey: Toquerville, UT 2001
Learning Dilation: Toquerville, UT 2002
Emergency: Leeds, UT 2005
Answering the Call: Toquerville, UT 2006
Dracula Remedy: Las Vegas, NV 2007
We Are Nature: Toquerville, UT 2003
The Body Keeps the Score: Toquerville, UT 2010
Bartering: La Verkin, UT 2012
Water Birth: Toquerville, UT 2013
A Missed Birth: Orderville, UT 2014
Lotus Birth: Alton, UT 2015
Laundry as a Record: Toquerville, UT 2002
Part VI
Survival: Toquerville, UT 2014
New Opportunities: Cedar City, UT 2016
Epilogue